This site has been my Salvation.I come here to talk to You...to send You all my Love... to create a memorial that will tell the world what a wonderful daughter You are. Almost 5 years that You left us heart broken.I never thought I could live without You.I never wanted to live without You, but here I am living a life I would never have dreamed.Each and every day I cry for You. And I know, each and every day until the day I see You again, I will continue to cry.Some days I rage at the injustice - others I dissolve into my grief.You may be in a much better place but I want You here with us and I still grieve for the lose of Your life here on earth. Each and every day something occurs that I feel sorrow that You are not here to be a part of.I grieve that death took You away from us from Your brother I grieve that You are not a part of his day-to-day life.He's such a wonderful Son. I like to think You are watching over him and have some control over the events in his life but know he would be so much better off if you were physically here with him.So I grieve and do the best I can to fill in for You VEE.Your brother is growing so fast,each and every day I see You through him....his heart is genuinely Yours.His intelligence matches Yours, so the sky can be the limit for what he will be able to accomplish.I always thought if something happened to one of my children I would lie down and die with them.Four and half years and I'm still here.They have been horribly painful years - times I didn't want to go on - but I'm still here.Your daddy and Your brother has kept me going.They are my pillars And, as I'm sure You know,that daddy is more stronger than I am.
My tears still fall, as I know they will until the day I can once again hold You in my arms.I have met some really loving people through this site. People I met truly grateful for their Love and Support.
Every day I think of what You might be doing right now.I still think of things I want to tell You and for a split second I think of calling You when You go out.For that split second You are just a phone call away.Oh, how I wish that was true.Waiting for the time that I will once again see Your Loving face, hear Your caring voice, and see the twinkle in Your eyes is nothing less than torture.
Continue to watch over us,Your brother,Nanna and Nannu and all the family and all your friends and know that You are forever in our hearts, forever in our thoughts, and forever Loved and missed more than words can say.
All My Love, Mom Dad and Your Brother Vincent