Hi Pupa. I can't believe it is almost 3 years. It is around this time that I last saw you as well. I still have that note, which is the last thing you ever got to tell me. It feels so surreal still. Everytime I hear them play Journey - "Don't Stop Believing", which apparently is big hit at bars because they play it all the time now, I get all emotional and usually cry. It's hard not having you around to talk to, laugh with, share stories with, act stupid with, etc. I always enjoyed being silly with you and you always brightened up my day. A lot of things are going on at the moment and I'm sure you are looking down at all of us and helping us in your own way and I thank you for that. It feels like you are pouring sunshine in us sometimes to give us strength (cheesy sounding I know but it still feels right to attribute it to you sometimes). I miss you soo much and there are so many things I wish I could talk about with you
. I love you tonss sugar mama and you will ALWAYS have a place in my heart. Miss you much =(

Sending warm hugs your way. Always remembering your precious Vanessa
I thought I saw your face today,
in the sparkle of the morning sun.
And then I heard the angel say,
"Their work on earth is done."
I thought I heard your voice today,
then laugh your hearty laugh.
And then I heard the angel say,
"There's peace dear one at last."
I thought I felt your touch today,
in the breeze that rustled by.
And then I heard the angel say,
"The spirit never dies."
I thought I saw my broken heart,
in the crescent of the moon.
And then I heard the angel say,
"The Lord is coming soon."
I thought that you had left me,
for the stars so far above.
And then I heard the angel say,
"They left you with their love."
I thought that I would miss you so,
and never find my way.
And then I heard the angel say,
"They're with you every day."
"The sun, the wind, the moon, the stars,
will forever be around,
reminding you of the love you shared,
and the peace they've finally found.

Like the tree needs the earth
Like the night needs the moon
Like the stars needs the sky
Like the guitar needs the tune
My world needs You
~I miss You~