Today it hurt like yesterday...
tomorrow will be the same
Only the day and date will change...
the rest will all remain.
When someone asks me how I am...
or what it is I do?
The answer to those questions are...
I wish I were with you.
There is no way to explain this pain...
or how it is I feel
I try to get up every day...
and somehow try to deal.
Although it seems as if I'm fine ...
I've learned how to just hide
I place a mask upon my face...
and keep it deep inside.
I cry when no one is around...
can't face what they might say
I have heard so many hurtful words...
I have felt so very betrayed.
They think time heals everything...
but that just is not true
I know I will not heal...
being left here without you.
Each morning when I wake up...
the sorrow is still here
I wish this was some big mistake...
that I have lived for years.
All I have are pictures ...
and my many memories
That often are so painful...
that never will be eased.
I long to have you back with me...
but know it won't come true
I will never have that life again...
that life with me and you.
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....KEEP MY MEMORY....
....AUTHOR UNKNOWN.....
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Keep my memory with you, for memories never die;
I will be there with you, when you look across the sky.
I will be there in the clouds, in the birds that fill the air;
In the beauty of a fragrant rose, you will find my memory there.
You will feel me in the tenderness, of a baby's gentle touch;
You will hear me if you listen, in the twilight's gentle hush.
When your hearts are heavy, and you feel that you are alone;
Just reach down deep inside of you, for your heart is now my home.
I will always be with you, I will never go away;
For I will live on in your hearts, forever and a day.
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The story of Easter is the story of God’s wonderful window of divine surprise- Carl Knudsen