Vanessa Borg

Rest in Peace my Beautiful Vanessa my daughter my best friend FOREVER. I accidentally stumbled across this oldie today and it took me right back, You used to Love this, so many I listen in Your Loving Memory. You & Your brother have thought me so much about Music, it was one on many of Your favoutires.ILove You and I am missing You and I will never let Your memories fade NEVER. Rest well my beautiful Vanessa my Guardian Angel, until we meet You again , I miss You every single day from my life..it has been 15 long aching years  and I still cannot come to term's with it my Precious and I don't think I ever will.I lst so many Loved ones, my Loving Parents,my Loving in-laws,Aunt's,Uncles,Cousins and friends eachone was a shock,some more than others.,each one hurt but I can not put into words what Your passing has done to me.I just pray that You are out of all pain and I know You are and that You are in Peace, and that You only have Peace , Happiness, Joy, Love, and Laughter. You only desreve the best so I ptray You have one of the best bed in Heaven and keep watching over all of us. I find myself talking to You like this or writing You letter's with no where to send them and at first I thought I might be going mad. I miss Your sense of humor qalbi tighi, but now I know it's not mad. I know You can see all these messages I am writing to You and you are rolling Your eyes lol Please my Vanessa give me strenght ,the strength You always had. I will NEVER forget You .I Love YOU always and FOREVER xoxoxoxo Mummy

How we struggles and cried not to lose You....our LOVE for one another with assurance that we both know how deep our love was.If only we could tell You again today with You in our arms.Those feelings and memories are so very vivid in my mind.I miss You so much my bubbie from my life,everyday life. I miss Your gentle hugs,Your beautiful smiles,Your laughter,Your many phones calls just to meet for Lunches and ending them with I Love You Mummie.I know You were very tired and so did God,that's why He called You home.If only I could have taken away Your pain my Precious daughter.God knows I would have.So many times I wish that I could just have one more day and tell You one more time how much I Love You ,but then I would want just one more day again and again.Many times when I am walking I feel the intense hole in my heat and I lose my breath and start to cry.I can't stop it. Sometimes I think I am losing my mind.,but I know I have to live for Your brother and Daddy.I know that God will see me thru but I often wonder when He will give me strength  to carry on.Stay with me my Love,hang on tight with me.I remember our Family trip to Las Vegas...how much fun we all had together,when me and You sat by the Pool and drink sitting under the unberlla...and Daddy and Vincent went to see a car show,we also didn't go to the Spa because You and me are bot ticklish and because of that we didn't go qalbi.But we did go in the Sauna how much we laughed until our tummies hurt and our eyes filled with tears laughing so very hard,and now my tears won't stop from missing YOU qalbi tighi.Sweet memories we always had together and will stay with me FOREVER until we see each other again.I hope You dance like there is no end,laugh until Your tummy hurts and watch over us all like You always did hear on earth.I Love You and miss You with all my heart.Until we see each other again my Lovely.Dance my Bubbie

I'm sitting here and thinking
Just how wonderful it would be
If only I could turn back time
And bring You back to me.

How I miss Your smiling face
And the happy years we spent together
I just wish those happy days
Could have stayed with me forever.

I miss You every day and night
Since You were called away
And I can't help the tears that flow
When Your favourite song I play.

I know You're watching over me
From Your home in Heaven above
And that You know forever
I'll always remember YOU with LOVE.

This gift is to Vanessa's Mom and Dad.
Love always your friend Joan, Robert's Sister xoxo