Vanessa Borg

My Dearest Sweet Angel Vanessa & her Wonderful & thoughtful Mom & Dad who miss & love her daily. I am sorry if I do not get to visit Vanessa as much as I would love to. I am taking care of my mom who is in a nursing home now. I was taking care of her at home for 5 1/2 months, by myself and I could no longer continue to do it. Now my Dad is coming down with the same thing and I am exhausted. She has Alzmheimer's Disease. I have been a nurse for 38 yrs. and I am trying my best. I tried to go back to work on 3 different occasion, and could not do it. I am still & always will be mouring over my Joey. My life will never be the same. While being out on medical leave I ended up writing a book. I am praying with all my heart that it will help all the Mom's, Dad's & families. I am on my 2nd book, but I had to put everything on hold, to take care of my parents. There is a website that will tell you everything about the book:
www.deborahdematthews.com
Remember Sweet Vanessa & her whole family you will always be in my daily prayers & thoughts. I hope you heard me this am.
I will never be the same until I am reunited with my beautiful son Joey. All proceeds from the book goes to charities, church's, schools and parents who have lost their love ones unexected in Joey's name. To me it is keeping my baby's name alive.
Everyone on this site has become like family to me. And even though I read the life story of each child, every time I go on their site, I read everything again & again, I feel like I have known them forever.
Every child has touched my heart in such a way that I can't even begin to explain it. Each child has touched me in so many different ways.
Love you always,
Debbie DeMatthews/Joseph's Mom
Beautiful Vanessa, I hope you hear me tomorrow morning.

We walked together, YOU and I 
Mother and Daughter
We had Hopes and Dreams for tomorrow.....
But tomorrow didn't come.

We walked together YOU and I
We talked, we laughed we Loved.
We shared so many happy times,
And for that I thank the Lord above.

We walked together, YOU and I
But only for a short time.
For all too soon it ended
Leaving pieces of a broken heart behind

And even though I miss YOU
More than words could ever say.
I thank God that I got to walk with YOU
Every precious moment of every day.... 

"You were taken on Angel's wings

As You sweetly and quietly slept

And returned to Heaven before we knew

That You had even left

Our hearts are heavy and sorrowed

That our time with You was so brief

For You were our gift of Heaven's Light

That is now replaced with grief

But not so much that we won't be Grateful

For every second You were here

You filled our hearts with so much Joy

Treasured memories we'll hold Forever dear

And though we weren't Blessed to see You grow up

We were blessed to see You smile

And hold You Lovingly in our arms

On Easter Day the veil between time and eternity thins to gossamer.  ~ Douglas Horton ~